I Promised to Myself I Would be the Best, You Could Say I'm Crazy or a Mess

Have you ever promised to your girlfriend that you will be the best of all the boyfriend she ever had? And the only thing you could think she will say is that you're crazy enough or you will be a mess when she already know of what herself used to be like.

Yes, she will said that you don't deserve her because she is already messed up and will keep messing up because that's how she live her life right now. That she think that you are crazy enough to be with her because she never used to it, she just thought that you will gonna used her and didn't not even think about having that serious relationship with her. She thought that you are crazy enough to mess with her.

I promised to myself I would be the best, you could say I'm crazy or a mess. You said to your girlfriend when you knew all about her, when you just disregard all the things that happened in the past and tryna let her realized that she is living right now, at this very second.

Yes, you just tell her that she is now on her crossroads, that she has all the complete power to choose whether to continue such things that could only mess her up or to live for something that could make her progress, something that will bring out the best on her. Then you ask her of who she is right now, and that it only takes a minute to decide of how she gonna live and who she wanted to become.

You just brainwashed her by not letting her think of who she has been or not even think about things that still creeping in her mind when she shouldn't need to think about it. Yes, she could only do better and that's the way you just make yourself the best she ever had.

It is in your moments of decision that your destiny is shaped. Anthony Robbins quoted. And the moment you just promised her that you will be the best on all of her boyfriends, you just shape her destiny of what you want it to become.

You don't wanna try to control her, you just wanna walk with her in the path where she should walk with all grace at the time she know of what she can become, and where all of us should head on to. God Bless!